Oh la musica....the things you do to me.

Here are some song videos I suggest you listen to....they are simply dope. They are different. They are Bellisimo.


"Pursuit of Happiness" -Kid Cudi ft.MGMT and Ratatat



"Sleepy Head" by Passion Pit






"Electric Feel" by MGMT

"On the pursuit...."

The minute I heard this song, I fell in love. The song itself what touched me. It was the chorus which tied everything together. The chorus honestly defines everything that I have been going through and will continue to go through along this journey called life.

It goes:

"I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold. I'll be fine once I get it. I'll be good."

Anny's motto for 2010. I'm officially on the pursuit. Thanks Kid Cudi.

HAPPY NEW YEARS! 2010. A new decade.

Happy new years! I hope you all rang in the New Years right! I sure did. I rang it in with friends and family and just had a grand ol' time. It was nice being in the company of people I cared so deeply for this new year. People usually start off the new year with many extravangant expectations they wish to fulfill by the end of the year stating things like "this year is going to be the new me" and what not.

I have no expectations.

Just goals I wish to fulfill. I leave it all in God's hands and hope that I will prosper and grow this year. Stay tuned for the ride=)

On that note. I had to start the New Year off right. I wasn't able to take a picture of my whole outifit which was incredible I might add....but look at my snazzy bangles I wore to party! Let's go 2010.

Save me from Myself.

Today I was reflecting...thinking as I always do. (I swear one day I WILL in fact drown in my thoughts.) And this "idea" dawned on me. It wasn't so much a realization because subconciously I feel that I always knew this but I just needed what I was thinking and feeling to all be condensed into one phrase/statement.

I need to be saved from myself. I am my own worst enemy at this point. It's inspired me to start work on new lyrics to a song which hopefully will rid me of the writer's block I've been experiencing for quite some time now. I wont go into too much detail as to what I am talking about being that it's irrelevant at this point and that is the very problem.

The so called "problem" I've been experiencing is not a problem at all. In fact it's no longer apart of my life and therefore it's irrelevant....the obstacles are my thoughts. I still dwell on the "problem" though its no longer associated to me. Why do I do this? Why do I allow myself to think, dwell, mull, ponder on something that has no more relevance.

I thought to myself... "It would make sense if the "problem" was still in fact part of my everyday life. And it isn't. It's gone. It has left for the most part and yet I still think and FEEL. (feeling has been my own worst enemy as well)

I'm pretty sure I am wasting my time giving this "problem" so much of my time. It is certainly not affecting me as much as it was. But it's still there....like a tick. It's affecting my emotions, my thoughts and I get angry with myself because I know I need to just forget it...give it up. But I can't seem to do the very act.

I have been able to control my actions how I act towards the very problem but my thoughts and emotions have been a much harder force to control. It feels damn near impossible. And I feel that in order to really reach my goal of release this is the next step and I cant accomplish it. It's a tough mountain to climb. A hard obstacle that still stands in my way.

Why am I still stuck in this rut? I do acknowledge and appreciate the fact that I have come leaps and bounds but I am still nonetheless very stuck.  And it's all do to me. I cannot point the blame towards any direction but to myself. And that's the worst. Getting angry and fed up with yourself knowing you are STUCK with you forever. Save me from myself.

In honor of sunglasses...

I'm hot and cold.

Toodles.

'Tis the season to be jolly...

Bonjour mes amis.....its been too long. I'm on break from school and I'm enjoying the time I have off since things are usually busy and hectic for me. It's good being back home with family and friends.  I love it. But I need my city fix. I've been stuck in Jersey for too long so it's time for some big buildings, subways, and loads of people. This week will be that very week. OOOOO JOY=) I'm excited. I'm also looking forward to the new year 2010. This year has been less than pleasurable to say the least. I'm ready for a fresh new start. Goodnight past....goodmorning future.
  On a sidenote, I am very anxious to get a MAC laptop....its been too long waiting. The main reason aside from it being amazing is I want to get back on my youtube account and start making singing videos again. So many of my YouTube subscribers and people who watch my videos have been telling me to make new videos. It's been over a year I think. And I miss making videos for you guys....my singing has improved a lot since then and I want to show you all. But for now, until I get my mac, I went out and bought a webcam for my run down laptop so I can get my account up and running ASAP. I will give you the link to my YouTube account in the next blog once I get a few new videos up. I hope everyone's having a fabulous holiday season! 

    In honor of being fabulous, look at these fabulous glasses I've seen that I may want to get.

They are by the designer Kerin Rose....she's edgy and different I like it. There's some pretty hot stuff she has. Ouch. Spicy.

Currently Listening to: "Sleepy head" by Passion Pit.

Sigh of Inspiration.

Ok so finals are done for me at this here university. Did my two theater finals and I'm done. Onto a new year and new start. I can breathe again and relax. But before I do that, I am sleeping till I cannot sleep anymore....I LOVEEEE SLEEP. So I will do just that...prob do some online shopping first though. Take a look below at me doing the very act haha.

Haha I looked knocked out yet peaceful I think. I like this pic for some odd reason....anyway I'd like to leave this here entry with an incerpt of one of my favorite speeches that one of my classmates presented in class today. It actually made my day and brought me out of my gloomy tiresome spirit. Enjoy.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." ~Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles," 1992 (commonly misattributed to Nelson Mandela, 1994 inauguration speech)

This is so true. Bellisimo. La Ville est Belle.

Currently Playing: "The Girl from Ipanema" -Stan Getz